Space

What is the space? What I understand when I use this word ? Space is for me something personal. Myspace, my world, something what is mine and only I decide who I invite to my space, who I show my world. I don't trust people so I have problem to trust members of my family. I have horrible experience and generally I have problems with relationships. When someone is nice to me and wants to do me a favor I'm only suspicious, because I don't believe in goodness. Bad experiences make your life more difficult, maybe make you stronger but not everyone can go on. I go. . . But slowly. Day by day  know I should let people into my space to make this place more colorful.

wonga com ;p

Uf...We have the beginning of May and I had 3 exams, I will have only 2 ;p . I got a job in McDonalds. It`s my first serious job. I`m so happy because I always want to work among the young people.

We don`t move to England. I can`t give  a reason but it is  of Adrian`s member family. You know, life isn`t a fair. We lose person who we don`t appreciate. About two years ago I lost my grandma . She was very important person in my life. She was a really grandma . I was too young to alone visit his , because she lived in Bielsko. I regret I could not spend more time with her. I wanted visit her in holiday, go to the mountains , I had a lot of plans and ideas for this holiday and I visited her...but in the hospital. It was too late. This experience taught me that I should respect person who I love, that I should spend the most time with they ,that if I can I should bite my tongue. But generally I have more respect to my family members than earlier, because I know how important they are.




 Me and my boyfriend`s puppy Pako :)

 

 

Wodzianka

The time is faster than I thought. I have exams for few weeks (let say).
My life`s changing all the time. My plans are changing all the time. I don`t know when is my place, what I should do after high school, what way is the best for me. I would like to somebody, something says, shows me which the way is good, which the way guides me to my place, my home in the world.

ps.I read an article about "wodzianka" and in this article was written that "wodznaka" is coarse and she won`t  make a career :D uuupss...I`m sorry :D

xoxo

Someday this time will come. We`ll get on a plane and fiuuuuuu, move to England. Maybe I will regret I didn`t go to university at the moment in my life but I know I don`t want to stay here. I wanna adventure, become independent. I wanna live other life. It`s time when I make decisions. 

dali mi banana

Frivolity, trash, narcissism, shamelessness, embarrassment. Sweety, you are so funny :) Greetings middle finger from my perfect world ;p



hahaha ! When I`m listening this song I`m always thinking about Monika, Patrycja nad Martyna :D
 hhehehe :D

lol

I`m sooo tired. Oh my God. I had a horrible day. People in my enviroment are talking about some person. This person has a problem with love and with his head(I think). I don`t understand people who destroy other people because of their indecision about love. How can love someone who you know ... week ? 2 weeks ? I can`t imagine. It is irresponsible. Fortunately I have my boy for a long time, forever I hope. I love him os much and I can`t imagine life without his.

The Prom

Last night was a full of adventure and stress. We had to overcome 60 km and we had only 1 our. It seemed to impossible but we were on time. The prom was brilliant, amazing. The food was delicious but music - a total failure. I don`t like this kind of music. I met my old friend on the floor.We were dancing and talking about own life. I hope My Boy had fun, because I took care of him. We came home at 5.30 and although I got up at 15.00 I was sleepy all day.